As I get older I realize that I’m more thankful now than I was in my younger years.  Not like I’m old now mind you, I just turned 37, but my mind and my heart seems to have matured way beyond that of some elderly that I have encountered.  I’ve often said to be in the age of wisdom (where you’re expected to be wise) and not be wise is a shame.  I couldn’t imagine going to an elder seeking advice and what they give me leads me to the edge of a cliff.  Or worse have me commiting suicide.  So I began to pray for Wisdom.  The bible says if a man lacks wisdom let him pray for it.  Such a simple instruction.  So I seek after it knowing that when I am unsure, God will speak and wisdom will guide me.

There is now a level of gratitude that I didn’t have before.  God in his infinite wisdom has blessed me with wisdom and I’m grateful.  See, I say thank you to him not because I haven’t had hard times, been inch high from a grasshopper, just sick instead of sick and tired, depressed, stressed, unloved, unwanted, abused, and just about anything else bad, but because I have.  I say thank you because I now see his hand in all things.  Without all of the bad how could I tell others about how he can turn it all around.  Your life is a testimony but it’s not for you.  It’s for your daughters, your sons, neighbors, co workers, friends, and those that he places in front of you.  So I tell him thank you!! I yearn to see you delivered.  Ask me a question and I will surely tell you how he saved me so that you can be saved as well.  We often think it’s alllllll about us…. well just like Isaiah  said,”Send me Lord, I’ll go.” Not for us but for those around us. I’m forever thankful for all that he has done. Hallelujah!!!!

Hello loves,

I greet you in the name of Jesus full of hugs and love.  I have been absent for a while.  I honestly can’t remember the last time I posted, but rest assured I have still been praying and ministering.  Today you must forgive me, I feel the need to just wing it.

These last couple of weeks I haven’t been able to log in, I had issues with my internet connection at home (and no I’m not going to tell you who my internet provider is…lol) and I also was involved in a car crash where I was rear ended on the interstate.  Unsuspecting, minding my own and bam.  OUT of NOWHERE IT HAPPENED.

It just hit me once again that our God is the Master of Suddenly.  Suddenly you will be sitting and his spirit will overtake you, suddenly what you’ve been praying for and asking God for he will answer and supply.  Suddenly your midnight turns into day, Suddenly you tears will dry and you will feel his joy and his peace. Suddenly the heaviness that was in your heart because of love loss will be turned into his love and restored.  Suddenly the family relationships will be mended.  Suddenly.

During my times of silence my suddenly was happening, and I didn’t even see it coming.   Watch God perform your suddenly and expect him to do just that.  He is indeed the Master of Suddenly.

Father in the name of Jesus I just want to thank you for keeping me during my quiet time, during my away time, for my suddenly.  You are an amazing God and if I had ten thousand tongues I would praise you with every one, but that still wouldn’t be enough.  Lord you’ve blessed me suddenly.  Lord I thank you and I decree and declare that suddenly your blessings will overtake your people.  You are the master of Suddenly. And I trust you and every word you’ve spoken not just over my life but over your people, over your chosen. Lord I trust you to stand tall inside of me.  Lord that your mind is in me. Lord that I love how you love, Lord that I will forever rest in you. Lord I thank you for you are My God and your love is like non other. Lord I love you.  Before I was even formed in my mothers womb you knew me, you had a plan for me, you called me and I stand before you saying use me as you please.  Lord nothing else matters but seeking your face.  Your are my sovereign, omnipresent, omnipotent God.  You are truly the best friend that we desire. And even without having to,  you continue to prove yourself.  Lord my Hallelujah’s aren’t enough.  Hallelujah!!! I bless you for your people, for your hand, for your love.  Lord I just praise you.  For even when I wasn’t good to myself you yet still loved me and showed me.  Lord Hallelujah!!